Composer: Patrick Pyke Salmy, Ricardo Muñoz, Zoe Wees, Nils Bodenstedt, Emma Sophia Rosen, René Miller
Lyrics
Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fightin' my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
'Cause I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
'Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
'Cause I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna lose control, oh-oh-oh-oh
I need you to know, I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown, you took all my doubts
'Cause you lose control
Emma Rosen, Nils Bodenstedt, Patrick Salmy, Rene Mueller, Ricardo Munoz Repko, Zoe Wees
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