Writer: Jarin Lohuis, Boris Bouwmeester, Youp Boelens, Max Harms, Jarmo Willering
Composer: Jarin Lohuis, Boris Bouwmeester, Youp Boelens, Max Harms, Jarmo Willering
Lyrics
Why does this happen?
I'm stuck in the same old shit
I've made the same mistakes
I will learn from this
I thought i had that shit on lock for a while now
Can`t see the difference in a real and a fake smile
Numbing myself out, dragging myself down
It won`t be long till i`m 6 feet under ground
I can`t believe this is happening
I can`t believe this is all my fault
I can`t believe this is happening
But I know this is where i`ll end it all
I used to have more, I used to laugh more
But now i'm trying to get away through the back door
Used to be more, I used to see more, used to be a commander in my own war
I used to have more, I used to laugh more
But now i'm trying to get away through the back door
Used to be more, I used to see more, used to be a commander
My war
This is my war and my mind is my enemy
Only I can beat myself so I better be strong
Boris Bouwmeester, Jarin Lohuis, Jarmo Willering, Max Harms, Youp Boelens