Lyrics
Don't fuck wit deceit
Niggas die on the daily and who got the energy
Honestly rather be honest so when I am asked my portrait is painted
Evading new shame by avoiding the faux pas we observe from peers
Peering thru peepholes at people deceiving themselves to escape dread
So the days grow, the sun's reach stretching, scorching every imbecile in its path
I continue to rap while neglecting my duties
Reflection is ugly, my thoughts gettin' dark
My son is my heart, I'm at war wit myself
Can't sire another, I know I need help
I don't blink at the violence I'm plottin' on bringing
This cannon got talent that bitch get the singing
Don't fuck wit deceit
Niggas die on the daily and who got the energy
Honestly rather be honest, I gotta enough problems kuz I lost my job
Was restless at night so I woke up late
My big brother stressin' but keepin' his faith
My son live a couple worlds away
Generational curse sittin' deep in my genes
Plottin' on shawty's kuz yamps is too easy
A man wit no purpose will chase behind pleasure
Negative thinkin impairing my focus, pulling me down
Uncle serve water and I am drowning
Near fraudulent felines who never stepped in the set
Niggas yappin' bout honor wit street shit, fuck you know bout respect
When I look at my son, my appearance is mirrored
A reflection eternal but hopin' he different
Disrespected his mother a million one times so I'm prayin' he never mistreatin' black women
They gave us birth and the sky ain't the limit
Shoot for the stars and never be timid
Send him a message deep in my rhyme while prayin' his dreams sound nothin like mine, nigga
I wanna pop my shit, I wanna ride wit sticks
When I grow up
I wanna heal this shit, I wanna ride wit blick
When I grow up
I wanna be the shit, I don't wanna be like this
When I grow up
I just wanna escape but you can't run from fate
Never grow up
I wanna pop my shit, I wanna ride wit sticks
When I grow up
I wanna heal this shit, I wanna ride wit blick
When I grow up
I don't wanna be this shit, I don't wanna be like this
When I grow up
I just wanna escape but you can't run from fate
Never grow up
We was throwin' gang signs at recess
Grade school teacher not impressed
But what do you expect when the youngest baby ingest the ignorance
One uncle ran wit the Blues like he W. C. Handy
Other uncle all bout the Red just like a good book
They was in the county jail boxing wit niggas before my first hook
Before I combined jabs wit them hooks to keep the bullies in check, showing out for the women
Mercury lining my tongue to spit that game on the lowest of keys
My right hand rest on her thigh, with my left plottin' on violence
My mind was calculatin' the fallout that's sure to follow this damage
Can't leave seeds in her womb kuz we'll kill more kids than Anakin with his saber drawn on a city planet doin damage
Don't fuck wit deceit
Niggas die on the daily, now, who got the energy
Honestly rather be honest, I gotta enough problems kuz I lost my mind
Each day shorter, I'm losin more time
Look at my life, the body is broken
Covered in scars by my own hands
Surrounded by woman but I'm not a man kuz I haven't grown
I will shatter reflections kuz I must escape
Pray my son never ever relate
Yearning for rest, dying too easy to fuckin' embrace
Maybe one day I'll make you proud
Tell you my future wit friends that stay around
Speak on my dreams but I ain't that proud kuz they dont sound realistic when spoken out loud
I wanna pop my shit, I wanna ride wit sticks
When I grow up
I wanna heal this shit, I wanna ride wit blick
When I grow up
I wanna be the shit, I don't wanna be like this
When I grow up
I just wanna escape but you can't run from fate
Never grow up
I wanna pop my shit, I wanna ride wit sticks
When I grow up
I wanna heal this shit, I wanna ride wit blick
When I grow up
I don't wanna be this shit, I don't wanna be like this
When I grow up
I just wanna escape but you can't run from fate
Never grow up
Never grow up
Never grow up
Never grow up
Nantes Cullins
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