Lyrics
I sit on the window seat
Gaze shadows rush down the street
Realizing they have their own speed
Some of them might be fueled by their greed
Making thoughts up in my head
Remembering what you once said
Don't wanna spend a single thought about you
Cause now I've fallen for someone new
You even loved me when I didn't
Spend some time and were committed
Sometimes too much and you were clingy
Scared of what can happen to me
Felt so good to be needed
Canceled plans and kept repeating
The feeling that someones around me
Get distracted from feeling lonely
I wasn't free
Gave you all my energy
The result that I got was your love
But for me it's hard to get enough
Used you to hold my pieces tight
believed that I will be alright
If I broke inside
Used you to hold my pieces tight
The result that I got was your love
But for me it's hard to get enough
Used you to hold my pieces tight
believed that I will be alright
Don't wanna hold myself back with the past
Because there ain't a thing that constantly lasts
Need to keep my head up for myself to surpass
By sticking to all my answers of questions I've asked
And I do know that your story ain't mine anymore
Not sharing the pen like I did before
Gaining control by escaping the role
Reclaiming the child that society stole
It's hard to remind yourself of who you've been
When you get reduced on the flaws on your skin
When people make money 'bout how shitty you feel
To fill a gap that has never been there
I wasn't free
Gave you all my energy
The result that I got was your love
But for me it's hard to get enough
Used you to hold my pieces tight
believed that I will be alright
If I broke inside
Used you to hold my pieces tight
believed that I will be alright
The result that I got was your love
But for me it's hard to get enough
Used you to hold my pieces tight
believed that I will be alright
Nastasia Last
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