Put my hands up
Stare at my face
They put him down
The cops never wait
Shot him down that day
Never saw what happened after
In the moment I heard the devil's laughter
I'm just looking fo an answer
It sucks even more that yo friend just got cancer
I can't feel anything
I can't feel anything
My mental messed up everything
No one to speak about it too
I bottle it up and then I blame it on u
I hate that it's true
But I got no one else to talk to
I don't need nobody's help
I can't help u if I can't help myself
It was all about me
No difference it was never meant to be
Now I see
Now I hate that shit ain't free
I sacrificed everything
I can't give up now
I gotta show what it's about
I gotta make a sound
Hope my grandpa can see
I just hope he proud of me
Now he know I ain't lazy
Man of the house
The man eventually gonna have a spouse
The man finna give it all to his kids
Make sure they got what he never did
What he never did
Fell up on my face
I got up on my own
Fell up on my face
Yeah I got up on my own
Now I'm back home