Lyrics
I don't wanna wake up
Can't cover up the pain with my makeup
All these strangers rip me to shreds
The beauty of the internet
But I don't make it better
You know I never have my shit together
I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job
I'm a disappointment to my mom
Think that I might lose It
Damn, I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing
One, two
One, two, three, four
I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess but guess what?
I don't give a fuck
Ooh, alive and unwell
Ooh, alive and unwell
It is what it is, I am who I am
You can tell me what to do but I won't listen
I'm a lost cause, I'm a bit depressed
I'm the worst even at my best
Think that I might lose It
Damn, I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing
One, two
One, two, three, four
I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess but guess what?
I don't give a fuck
Ooh, alive and unwell
Ooh, alive and unwell
I'm alive and unwell, ooh
Alive and unwell
Leah Kalmenson, Madison Yanofsky, Nick Ruth
Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., Universal Music Publishing Group