I've been here for years
Time and space smears
My face is caving in
Erase my bones and skin
And every time I feel this feeling coming on
I try to cut it off
Cause I don't want the nightmares
Or the sudden dissociations
But I owe much more to you
To be much better to myself
Than I have been the last two years
I lost myself when I lost you
I want to be where you are
I'll find a way just to be where you are
I'll find a way
You'd come to visit
We'd skate at the park
Jump into the river
Play pool at the bar
Eat like kings at the buffet
Scream to all our favorite songs in the car
And I miss you every day
And I miss you every day
Skating over cracks, fall in the grass
Growing up too fast
Trying to find your place back home
Drive out to the country
It all looks the same
Can I live in my memories
I don't want to think about death and loss
I just want to be able to think of when we were kids and not cry
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you
I'll never forget you