Composer: Justin Duprez, Frank Huf, Michael Bryan, Gianni Grecco
Lyrics
Out of obligation, I showed my face
And just as fast, I disappeared without a trace
It isn't like me to attend these things
But I still force myself to put a smile on their face
All the pressure builds so deep within
To the point where I am struck with confusion
If I don't dance so well, well I apologize
It isn't easy when I'm faced with all these eyes
I don't know what it is
But I've always been like this
I've had to wear a mask for every single shindig
With people I should know
I still don't wanna go
I never was a party person after all
Paralyzed by everyone around
I don't know where to turn, I'm stuck within the crowd
I tend to zone out when I think too much
But at a place like this, I'm stuck inside my head
I don't know why I can't
Pretend to be a friend
To everyone I've never met when they're so friendly
It's not a pretty sight
Stricken by my fright
I never was a party person after all
Two weeks and seven days from where I need to be