I stay awake the longest nights allow my heart soul to write
Ive never known my wrongs from rights living out a poets life
Living out a poets dream I know that you dont know it like
If only you could understand what my poems mean
If only you could understand what this means to me
It seems to me I seem to bleed
I need to set these demons free
Alive since 95 I learned to write by 99
A youth writing lyrics I was spitting by 05
30 albums were released when I spat with drc
We went out separate ways im still doing me
Ive lost a few mates along the way they my fam
When I give myself the blame I see the the face of my nan
I could tell you that im sorry it was wrong it was shameful
I could tell you that its painful knowing im the main fault
The devil took my soul left me out where the rain falls
Ive met my demons once or twice but now im seeing angels
I dont think that I could tell you what this means to me
Here I am its so hard to believe
That im standing here ive never felt this far
But you always said have faith in who you are
I was diagnosed diabetic from a young age
Young gage none fazed coshelost a ton of weight
Nonstop hospital doctors couldnt stop it all
Nearly in a coma nearly died that day
I guess it didnt hit me hard enough I still hungwith
The older lot older bods you could say we done sht
From chilling bunning spliffs age 11 bump sniff
Instead of seeing what wed done we thought wed run the bits
I thought I had my team on lock
They had my back it seemed a lot
Until I clocked my girls out
Cheating when they see my lot
I lost my trust moved away
Became that kid they knew from spain
I came back a different man cah
Running couldnt stop my pain
I could tell you that im sorry it was wrong it was shameful
I could tell you that its painful knowing im the main fault
The devil took my soul left me out where the rain falls
Ive met my demons once or twice but now im seeing angels
I dont think that I could tell you what this means to me
Here I am its so hard to believe
That im standing here ive never felt this far
But you always said have faith in who you are
Listen
I spent my whole life on the streets in the bits
In the midst I wish that id never got nicked
A hundred times fck pigs stupid prcks
See I got a lot of hate if you didnt catch my drift
Im just trying to prove that I aint like other artists
Who claim to be the hardest them halfwits
Pftttt bstrds
Im sick of all the disrespect
Free pac we miss you yet
I actually feel like im the only one with intellect
Even if I dont make it fame I have tasted
Talent wasnt wasted never been a wastekid
Ive stood up for what was right have never tried to claim sht
That I didnt do ive stayed true wouldnt shapeshift so
I could tell you that im sorry it was wrong it was shameful
I could tell you that its painful knowing im the main fault
The devil took my soul left me out where the rain falls
Ive met my demons once or twice but now im seeing angels
I dont think that I could tell you what this means to me
Here I am its so hard to believe
That im standing here ive never felt this far
But you always said have faith in who you are