I'm not going back to the past
I'm done asking what's my task at hand
I stopped fantasizing about livin' happy
I be just, livin' in my own ways
There's an old saying
That if you take the short way
You'll be forgotten in the yesterday
And hey, yes
I've been less
Interested in confessing what I have to say
Cuz you might cuss me
If you really get to know my brain
I'm pale and drained
I failed to prevail I might just go bail
I might just go bend
Send love to my mama when I'm gone
I fear I'm gonna run out of breath
Before I get her the bread
To my father your just the reason I was bred
I let go and go with the flow
But it brought me to the unknown
And I'm prone to disown my own control
We deserve the truth but its too
Bitter to take, it's better to make a lie
Than to face the truth, I'm tryna rise like the sun
My descendants they depend on me
As I repent the serpent
Tryna serve me to do evil
And I discern the concern
That it's my turn to serve the earth
It's my turn before I turn
And burn into ashes,
Tryna rationalize this
But I'm too high to even use my own mind
I'm tryna sanitize my own mind
But I'm drowning in lies
And I guess that's goodbye