I kinda wish you were temporary
So I don't give you all my shit to carry
And sometimes it all gets too loud
I'm glad that I'm just in the background
I know you want to help me
But you might just grow to hate me
And I don't want to push you away
But you know you don't have to stay
Cause you're watching me slowly break
But in time I'll just be a deadweight
I'll be a deadweight
I'm thankful that you're there for me
But letting it out is always scary
You pull me up but I weigh you down
You should be happy even if I drown
I don't feel like myself
Nothing really helps
I'm sorry i'm annoying
But I just need something to help me feel
To help me feel like I'm alive
I know you want to help me
But you might just grow to hate me
And I don't want to push you away
But you know you don't have to stay
Cause you're watching me slowly break
But in time I'll just be a deadweight
I'll be a deadweight
I'm too far gone, I can't be saved
So in time I'll just be a deadweight
I'll be a deadweight